Saturday, February 2, 2008

I'm no good at changing.

Have you ever seen the end of a story before it even begins? Not like a pyschic, but like somebody who keeps making the same mistake because it feels good for awhile, and even when it starts to feel bad it's a familiary type of bad so it's comfortable.

That is my life. That is what I do. It's how I cope, and it has always allowed me to make decisions based on what I already know the outcome will be. All of the knowledge, none of the personal vulnerability.

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